Crash and Burn

I am going to breakdown soon. Any time, any day… soon. My body felt heavy and I'm like walking in a sluggish motion and my head like its ready to pop. I've said that I've got a cluttered mind, and it seemed that everything is getting out of hand. I've got this urges that I can't cope up with.

I want to read. Read. Read. Read. I want to write. Write. Write. Write. Now back to reading and some more reading. Writing and more writing. Badminton. Reading. Writing. Badminton. Oh – I almost forgot – I do work too, and spend some time with my kid and husband. Now you know why sometimes my head is in the gutter.

I've bought books now that I haven't touched yet, for I don't have the time. "The Human Stain" that book I mentioned weeks ago, I've put it down then and haven't picked it up since; I only got through the second chapter and haven't finish it yet. Now, I'm reading "The Soddit", a paradory of "The Hobbit" by J.R.R. Tolkien, for a bit of light reading. Then there's little book I've been carrying with me around that I open up once in a while. On top of that, I read fan fictions – if you know nothing about it, don't be afraid to ask me. If only I got paid for every word that I have read, I'd be filthy rich by now!

So, which one must I do first? Read or write. Write or Read. I felt like I'm Gollum in Two Towers. Oh, I forgot! Better get back to work then and after that play badminton.